my vices - gluttony

eat, drink and be merry! right?

i am a hedonist. always have been. probably always will be.

some times in my life i have more self-control than others. eating, drinking, drugs, smoking...the list goes on...

the drinking and drugs i have cut back to little (drinking) and none (drugs...unless you count the run of the mill aspirin, etc...which i don't)

food is something i struggle with because, damn it, i enjoy food and yet i don't enjoy being the weight i currently am at...
i am still wearing maternity jeans 6 months after giving birth to my second baby...i want to burn the damn things, but then i wouldn't have anything to wear except my sweatpants...
i have started a diet (god help me) and i am hoping my will power will prevail...aaaaaaaaaa!

moving on...the gluttonous smoker, i am. a pack a day...which i sure as hell don't have time to smoke during the day with two little ones...but oh, do i make up for it when they go to bed! a chimney ain't got nothing on me!
i do not plan on quitting this habit anytime soon...no food and no cigarettes makes nico go crazy! ; )

to quote dave matthews, yet again...
eat, drink and be merry...for tomorrow we die...